Saturday October, 25th

Saturday I went to Findley Market and met up with Maria Southman, an awesome friend :) We then ate at A local restaurant downtown called Tucker's.
It was pretty happening I have to say, and has great food :)

Groupie

I have been nominated as a groupie!!!
LMAO
There is this thing I have been going too called Dr. Sketchy's Anti-Art. It's for artist to draw these people who pose and wear costumes. It's a good time to draw and hang out.
Anywho! Last night Alyssa, one of the girls that is with the Dr. Sketchy Cincinnati, decided, got with the others to nominate me as a groupie. LOL which is hilarious to me. So I am suppose to spread the word about Dr. Sketchy's and bring artist.
Sounds like fun.
In return i get free entry to all the Dr. Sketchy gatherings. Woot!

Let's see if I am able to provide.

Growing pains

Last night was a doozy. I spent 2 hours kneeling and cradling back and forth.
No, it wasn't in a hardcore prayer moment. I was experiencing intense agony and pain coming from my intestines. It probably was one of the most painful experience for me. I really believed my stomach was going to blowup and explode.
I found some information about causes and contributors of gas. My diet is going to have to change a bit. I already started taking Probiotics. Which is a type of fiber supplement. I didn't realize there was so many foods that cause such problems with gas. I am not going to go into detail.
I really don't care much for yogurt, but if it is suppose to help my intestines I will have to submit I guess. But it's so freaking annoying to have to adapt to change.
blaaaaaah

praise, rewards, exploited, and medals

I am very conflicted with something. Something that has been bothering for quit some time. For I constantly wonder if I am suppose to socialize and gloat about the good things I do.I just wonder should I tell people, post, announce, and put it on my chest. Am I ? Or Should I? If I am suppose too, then I want to know why I am suppose to tell everyone. I want to know why people should know about what I am doing for a cause of something everyone should be doing. When if they aren’t already doing it what does it prove and not for everyone that isn’t doing it.

Here is another question. Do we need a medal or recognition for something everyone should do or have already done?
Do I shout out the good I have done? Ask for a banner? A tee shirt? What does this do? Does it provide anymore to the good cause, the greater good? Or is it just for me or for the person who does annonce it? Do you deserve or I deserve such praise for something that we can all do?

I believe we should just do it and not say it. Pride doesn’t give to them, it only gives to yourself. So why am I posting this? Because you shouldn’t be reading this for trying to see what I am doing but what your not doing.
Shout not your name, not your glory, not your praise not your recognition, not your reputation.
Lose yourself